He is or He isn't

It's kind of embarrassing how simple my last revelation from God is. Its so simple yet so profound and life changing. Either He is, or He isn't. If He is then He will guide our steps, He does have a plan for us, that plan is good, He loves us, He is always faithful, and we can completely trust Him in everything and not be anxious about a thing. If He isn't then there is no use pretending and we may as well grab as much of what feels good as we can in this life. I am fully convinced, however, that He Is.

If I believe that He Is, why do I live my life at times as if He isn't? Why do I find myself having a hard time trusting that God will come through? He either is or He isn't, He isn't sometimes. That was my revelation. God is. Why am I living as if He isn't when I know that He is? Every time I begin feeling those doubting feelings I just need to remind myself that He is. He always has been and always will be. The Lord I serve is faithful. I don't need to be anxious about anything. Praise the Lord for He is who He is.